I want to write to you so badly, but i know you dont want to hear anything.
And you dont have to.
But to be honest, i still think of you, a healthy amount, and to be completely honest i think i am finally slowly moving on closing our chapters, because when i look at our photographs or the thought of you; it didnt really makes me sad anymore; almost like i dont feel anything anymore.
And everytime it happens i feel so happy that my heart finally wants to let go, i feel so much more in peace with myself.
But love, last night you visited me in my dream.
Why?
Why you have to do this to me?
I ve never realised how badly i miss you until I saw u in my dream.
It was so vivid that it hurts.
The familiar feelings of being by your side, everything just feel like; how I remember it was and i miss that, so badly.
I woke up to beautiful virgin snow outside as if mother nature knows i had a beautiful dream; so beautiful that i dont even want to wake up.
But i know this doesnt means anything. It just like a little spark to ignite everything but everything is underwater.
Im moving on and im glad that now im accepting the reality.
And you dont have to.
But to be honest, i still think of you, a healthy amount, and to be completely honest i think i am finally slowly moving on closing our chapters, because when i look at our photographs or the thought of you; it didnt really makes me sad anymore; almost like i dont feel anything anymore.
And everytime it happens i feel so happy that my heart finally wants to let go, i feel so much more in peace with myself.
But love, last night you visited me in my dream.
Why?
Why you have to do this to me?
I ve never realised how badly i miss you until I saw u in my dream.
It was so vivid that it hurts.
The familiar feelings of being by your side, everything just feel like; how I remember it was and i miss that, so badly.
I woke up to beautiful virgin snow outside as if mother nature knows i had a beautiful dream; so beautiful that i dont even want to wake up.
But i know this doesnt means anything. It just like a little spark to ignite everything but everything is underwater.
Im moving on and im glad that now im accepting the reality.