"I really feel bad"
I stare at his text, my heart aching, my anxiety kicking, i can feel the blood rushing into my face, my limbs getting cold, my heart aching, my heart aching; yes i said it thrice because it hurts so much.
im waiting for another reply, praying so hard there will be another reply.
" He doesnt really feel bad, he just replying for the sake of replying. trust me, im a guy too" my friend break the silent. Tears running down my face, i feel bad for him to see me crying but i cant help myself because it hurts so much, it hurts so much.
I need to stop living in denial.
I deserved to be happy too.
So, goodbye love.